distractions are all over the world, things to distract you from your faith. such as stress and ppl and wat not
you can only be distracted if you let yourself.
lovely verse btw i hope you keep posting i like reading your diary, im a chrisitan too so i can relate! :) idk i thought alot about my gifts too, i think ive got the gift of compassion/faith
its not hard for me to believe in everything working out ya kno? u just gotta think of small stu ff your good at and apply gods name to it
I have felt that way too and still do. I've come to the conclusion that God isn't listening to me anymore. I'm hoping, just like I do, that he is listening and caring. [SteeleBlack]
I don't think you should feel like a hypocrite. You shouldn't fight yourself because it's just making you more angry. Just let yourself be who you are being. Just settle into something comfortable and then start forming yourself into that person you aspire to be.
And, as for God, I wouldn't be too worried about him. He's right there next to you, edging you on to self realization.
first of all your stating what kind of abuse ? is she being told she can not go out--which is not abuse. Is she being fed, but does not like the food ? Does she have shelter, freedom to bath, go to school etc...
The only thing you can do is let them know you don't feel good. And it's not really a lie. I mean, you cut yourself, for crying out loud. If you go swimming, they're gonna know something is up. Can you face it if you have to tell the truth?
I wish I could I'm living for God.
I wish I could say my passion is Jesus.
I want to be able to say that, so bad..
but I'd just be a hypocrite.
Because how can I say that,
when I'm living the way I am ?
And why why why why whyyy..
Good question...*sigh*. What AM I living for? I guess I'm living for my husband Mike and my son Eric. And I live for the day when I will have my emotions back the way they used to be before it was discovered that I was bi-polar.
I'm living for the day that I die; for the day that I wake up in heaven or hell. Won't know til I get there. [SteeleBlack]
I like a lot of types of music. Heavy metal, 80's hair bands, classic rock, classical, spanish music. The only music I don't listen to is rap. I just can't understand rap. I try to listen to different types of music because there is so much out there.
thanx for the comment..'preciate it. u know, for the first time, yesterday, i read an entry i HIGHLY disagreed with. but u know wht i did? just exitted out of it, cuz i knew it wldn't lead to any good.
Um... Myself. I guess. It took me quite a while to understand that. Like a few years ago I was in tears when girls used to talk about me and shiz.. but now I understand that I don't need to associate myself with people like that. And it's my choice of what I do in my life, and people who have the cheek to bitch about stuff like that are trying to turn it into their problem. I came in this world alone [except for the fact I'm a twin ] And I'll come out of it alone.
I, too, am working on becoming a better me. I have a horrible jealousy/anger problem that I need to work out. It is so hard to control my behavior, but I know I need to or I'm going to push away everyone that gives a crap about me. I agree about the media. f*** the media. They are ruining people.[SuchVanity]
Thank you. I hope you're right. My biggest fear is that there is no explanation or reason for the torment I've endured. I'm hanging on to a tiny bit of hope that it wasn't all for nothing.
Graphic design. I always loved art and was very creative...but I was never good at it. Then I found the graphic design class at the vo-ed in my area. Totally in love. I"m going to college for it in the fall.
oh love, this entry broke my heart.
i love your honesty.. honesty is good. very good.
it seems to me, like you're trying to be this
perfect Christian - and y'know, i've realized that
just always sets you up for failure.
because you'll never be perfect, and so you're
constantly disappointed in yourself. it just
leaves you feeling down. and anyways, God,
although He wants you to be the best you can be,
He's looking for your faith. your faith should be
seen through your actions, but that's a whole other
topic. and y'know, i often feel this way somewhat..
all these doubts, honestly wondering if we're only
brainwashed.. but like you, i always feel this inner
tug on my heart, and i just know i can't walk
away.. something won't let me. God won't let me.
doubt is healthy, i think. and God wants honesty.
i want to say 'hold on, it'll get better', but how cliche is that ?
i believe it, but. well. oh love..
i just see this battle going on inside of you,
this big, huge battle, and i can see you so torn up inside,
but i've got such hope for you.
i'm here for you always. i love you.
that prayer is so honest.. and that's what He wants. whatever it is on your heart, say it. He knows it already, anyway, so it's not like you can hide anything from Him - it's better off to be honest, eh ? i'm going to go write a post sorta like this.. uhhhh. i'm praying for you though, hang in there, 'kay ? keep waiting. sometimes, we have to wait a lot - but it's always worth it. gotta believe it's worth it.
This is an entry from thinkpretty - she's got a lot of God's wisdom living inside of her, that girl does ! Anyways, it totally reminded me of you so I thought I'd share it. If you have the chance, you should go back and read a few of her other entries, they are really insightful and whatnot. :]
This is ridiculously powerful and I had to share it. Galatians 2:20 has been on my heart the last few weeks and something that I am learning in this ministry school is the difference between religion and relationship, the law and the new covenant... grace and works. I cannot earn the love of God. I am accepted because I am accepted. He loves me because He loves me, because He loves me and it has nothing to do with what I do...
I pray that this truth goes deep into your spirit man in Jesus name.
This is Galatians 2:19-21 from the Message bible.
Galatians 2:20 (The Message)
19-21What actually took place is this: I tried keeping rules and working my head off to please God, and it didn't work. So I quit being a "law man" so that I could be God's man. Christ's life showed me how, and enabled me to do it. I identified myself completely with him. Indeed, I have been crucified with Christ. My ego is no longer central. It is no longer important that I appear righteous before you or have your good opinion, and I am no longer driven to impress God. Christ lives in me. The life you see me living is not "mine," but it is lived by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me. I am not going to go back on that.
Is it not clear to you that to go back to that old rule-keeping, peer-pleasing religion would be an abandonment of everything personal and free in my relationship with God? I refuse to do that, to repudiate God's grace. If a living relationship with God could come by rule-keeping, then Christ died unnecessarily.
Wow, that sounds like one inspiring story.. if I have time later, I'll definitely check him out.
I'm just so glad you got to experience all of that. :] Wow, that's awesome !!
About the being a better person thing.. totally cool. :]
But like, just don't expect yourself to all of a sudden be that new person, just 'cause you want to be.
I've tried that, thought that's how it'd go, and then
when I was still the same person as the day before,
I got all upset and it only made me want to give up.
These kinds of changes are gradual, of the heart and mind and soul,
and only God can bring them about.
That's the hard part, yes ? Letting God in.
Write me soon, please ! :]
I'll try and get back to you quickly,
although school is super busy at the moment.
I'd like to talk to you more often though.
I'm a thinker too, big time. I think those of us 'thinkers' get in to the most trouble faith-wise. Because we're always questioning things, like in the Bible and whatnot, even though we know they're true. Or maybe we really don't. But we do question, a lot. Yeah ? I've often questioned lately whether we're just brainwashed and maybe it's not all true.. while at the same time believing in Him completely. It's, strange, to say it simply. I'm not feeling that 'click' at the moment, either.. but often, God has us go through this 'fog'.. which seems to be what you're describing.. to test our faith. To see what we do, when we can no longer feel His presence, when doubts clog our minds.. it's tough. :/ Y'know what I think we often do, as humans ? We try to get to God by 'good works' - which is NOT the way ! He loves us already, and yeah, He wants us to be like Christ, but He knows we can't be perfect. What He wants is for us to believe in Him, he wants our FAITH. We seem to make everything so incredibly complicated and harder than it actually is. It's so much simpler than we understand..
i know what you mean, the bashing thing.. i cut before, haven't in, wow, three years ? crazy. but i'll still sometimes bash my arms against the sink and whatnot, because i totally love bruises. :/ better than cutting though, maybe ? i don't know. i like the pain sometimes too though. if you're weird, then i'm weird, too. but being weird isn't a bad thing, not to me. way better than a carbon-copy barbie-doll. goodness.
i'm definitely an over-eater/comfort-eater. actually, it is an ED; it's called Compulsive Over-Eater [ OCE ], and i can probably call myself that. binging and whatnot like that can be just as damaging as starving yourself or purging. i can't tell you to stop, though: for one, it's freakin' hard; for another, i'm the same way. but i desperately want to STOP.
toxic ? whoooo, me too. i just feel like i'm full of so much bad - bad food, but bad everything else as well.
and look, even more alike.. i'm a tomboy. well, i can be both. i like dressing nice [ not dresses and such ], but just a nice shirt and earrings.. no make-up, never ! or high-heels. i'd rather be in basketball shorts and a cut-off, haha. but y'know.
You've got a lot going on, wow. And yeah I know what you mean by thinking of lot, and from reading this you really have a different way of doing so lol, and thats not always a bad thing except for the self infliction you do although you have described it well, I get it but you know I don't understand it lol
you know what ? i love this entry.
it is so honestly raw, and guess what ?
that's what God likes ! really, He does.
in the Psalms, they always start out
yelling at God, questioning Him..
God honestly likes the honesty.
He wants to hear all of this.
And so do I. Truly, I do.
Because I feel this way..
quite a bit. Not at the moment I don't,
but I did on Sunday, at church.
I just wanted to give up on God completely,
not really that I didn't believe in Him..
but I just couldn't do it anymore.
If that makes any sense at all.
But I just wanted to get up and walk out
of church - i was about to punch my pastor,
just walk up there and punch him,
because I was angry at God.. crazy much ?
anyways, as awful and confused as you feel..
i'm telling you it's normal to doubt God -
the 'best' [for lack of better word ] Christians
often doubt God, and i think questioning Him
is actually a good thing - but maybe that's just me ?
well, i don't know how much this is a comfort to you,
maybe it isn't, but i'll be praying for you.
no matter how you're feeling, God IS there..
even if you don't want Him to be, or
don't believe He's there. just hang in there one more day.. or even just one more minute. don't give up.
I wish that I had some grand advice to give you, but I don't. I have felt just like you and I am STILL waiting. Hopefully, you'll have a better time with God than I have.
Just don't give up. Maybe someday it will all make sense.
There is NO doubt that God exists. The doubt IS; does God believe in ME? [SteeleBlack]
Oh love.. a;sldkfj;alsjdf. We all make mistakes. "We all fall short of the glory of God." You can't say you won't do it again, because, as much as you don't want to.. well, we're human. We cave in. As much as we regret it afterwards.. :/ But the thing is, saying you won't do it again, you'll only feeling even worse ifwhen you do. Believe me, I've been in the same place, just a different situation, if you get what I'm saying. Gosh, I just relate to this entry so much though.. like, the way you feel here. I feel it, too. I think the hardest part of messing up, is forgiving ourselves. At least, that's how it is for me. I can repent and ask God to forgive me, but it doesn't really mean anything unless I can forgive myself and admit that I'm a human and do fall down; I'm not a saint. I really pray that you don't do this again, but remember.. we all make the wrong decisions sometimes, no one is perfect.. and sometimes, these sorts of things happen to humble us. Praying for you.
it's crazy.. how two people can look at the same thing, and see them so differently.. or hear them differently, or anything like that. and you just can't describe some things.. ever. one of the things that makes us so unique.
wow.. this entry is amazing.. i can't even describe how much it touched me.. how much it meant.. i've been moved to tears. i'm struggling a lot right now with a few things, a few temptations.. and i'm sitting here on the computer, wondering whether or not to give in to them or run to God - but what you've written here has given me the inspiration and strength to hold out for just one more night, if only tonight. thank you. thank you so, so, so much.
and i'm glad you've been having good days. :] that's so great ! God bless you indeed !
I know that I have bi-polar cuz I have the major characteristics of one. I've had several doctors tell me that I am, so I believe it. I'm currently taking meds for it. [SteeleBlack]
Sorry, but I'd also like to add that you shouldn't get freaked out reading these things about mental disorders. People commonly think they have disorders because they can identify with many of the symptoms. The best thing you can do is find professional help.
If you cannot afford it, your school may offer some help, and there are government services.
I have been diagnosed with depression and three members of my family have bi polar disorder (which I am considering a possibility in myself). How do you know? I guess you know when you start thinking things or feeling things that somewhere in the back of your mind, you're saying to yourself, "No that isn't right. Why am I thinking this way?"
Has your sadness become maladaptive? I mean, does it get in the way of regular things like work and school. If you find yourself staying in bed all day because you can't face going to school you may be depressed.
As for bipolar disorder, it is a genetically inherited trait. When you're bipolar you become "manic" and "depressive". Mania is usually when you stay up really late, become impulsive (especially with money or drugs), and you get a kick of creativity (though this is debatable). This may last several months, or even years....
Then the depression kicks in.
Sometimes people have varying degrees of it. Some people may be bipolar and have severe depression so that when they are "manic" they feel like they're just "good days".
The best advice I can give you is to tell your parents. No matter what, they will understand, even if they think it's their fault. Besides, I think it is in their best interest to keep you healthy. It is better for you to seek treatment and maybe hurt your parents than to live this way.
We all have our ups and downs, our "off" days and our "on" days, but if you're suffering from bipolar disorder, these peaks and valleys are more severe. The extreme highs and lows of bipolar disorder can disrupt daily activities and damage relationships. And although it’s treatable, many people don’t recognize the warning signs and get the help they need. Since bipolar disorder tends to worsen without treatment, it’s important to learn what the symptoms look like. Recognizing the problem is the first step to getting it under control.
As an art school undergraduate, Adam experienced several bouts of the blues–stretches of time when he slept all day, skipped his classes, and lost all interest in painting. He joked about being a tortured artist, but didn’t take the depression seriously. After all, he felt on top of the world at other times, going for days on no sleep, bursting with energy, and painting non-stop to keep up with his flood of creative ideas. Eventually, after becoming increasingly frenzied and irritable, Adam would crash. “That’s the price of inspiration,” he told his friends. During Adam’s most recent painting spree, he told a classmate that he had a brilliant idea that would put the art world on notice. After packing his bags “for New York,” he went to a hardware store and bought 50 gallons of yellow paint with a credit card his parents had given him for emergencies. Campus police detained him after he was caught defacing a school fountain while yelling that the paint was “liquid sunshine”.
Bipolar disorder—also known as manic depression or manic-depressive illness—involves dramatic shifts in mood from the highs of mania to the lows of major depression. More than just a fleeting good or bad mood, the cycles of bipolar disorder last for days, weeks, or months.
Unlike ordinary mood swings, bipolar disorder is much more intense and disruptive to everyday functioning, affecting energy, activity levels, judgment, and behavior. During a manic episode, a person might impulsively quit a job, charge up huge amounts of debt, or feel rested after sleeping two hours.
During a depressive episode, the same person might be too tired to get out of bed and full of self-loathing and hopelessness over his or her unemployment status and credit card bills.
Bipolar disorder is more common than many think affecting nearly 3 out of every 100 adults in the U.S according to the National Institutes of Mental Health. Its causes aren’t completely understood, but bipolar disorder often runs in families.
The first manic or depressive episode of bipolar disorder usually occurs in the teenage years or early adulthood.
Signs and symptoms of bipolar disorder
Bipolar disorder involves periods of elevated mood, or mania. Usually—but not always—the disorder also involves periods of depression. In a typical case, a person with bipolar disorder cycles between these two extremes—experiencing recurrent episodes of both elevated and depressed mood, often with symptom-free stretches in between.
There are four types of mood episodes that can occur in bipolar disorder, each with a unique pattern of symptoms:
Mania
Hypomania
Depression
Mixed episode
Signs and symptoms of mania
In the manic phase of bipolar disorder, feelings of heightened energy, creativity, and euphoria are common. People experiencing a manic episode often talk a mile a minute, sleep very little, and are hyperactive. They may also feel like they’re all-powerful, invincible, or destined for greatness.
But while mania feels good at first, it has a tendency to spiral out of control. People often behave recklessly during a manic episode—gambling away savings, engaging in inappropriate sexual activity, or making foolish business investments, for example. They may also become angry, irritable, and aggressive, picking fights, lashing out when others don’t go along with their plans, and blaming anyone who criticizes their behavior.
Common signs and symptoms of mania include:
Feeling unusually “high” and optimistic OR extremely irritable
Unrealistic, grandiose beliefs about one’s abilities or powers
Sleeping very little, but feeling extremely energetic
Talking so rapidly that others can’t keep up
Racing thoughts; jumping quickly from one idea to the next
Highly distractible, unable to concentrate
Impaired judgment and impulsiveness
Acting recklessly without thinking about the consequences
Delusions and hallucinations (in severe cases)
Signs and symptoms of hypomania
Hypomania is a less severe form of mania. People in a hypomanic state feel euphoric, energetic, and productive, but their symptoms are milder than those of mania and much less disruptive. Unlike manics, people with hypomania never suffer from delusions and hallucinations. They are able to carry on with their day-to-day lives. To others, it may seem as if the hypomanic individual is merely in an unusually good mood. But unfortunately, hypomania often escalates to full-blown mania or is followed by a major depressive episode.
Signs and symptoms of bipolar depression
The depressive phase of bipolar disorder is very similar to that of major depression. However, there are some notable differences. When compared to major depression, bipolar depression is more likely to include symptoms of low energy. People with bipolar depression tend to move and speak slowly and sleep a lot. They are also more likely to have psychotic depression, a condition in which they’ve lost contact with reality.
Common symptoms of bipolar depression include:
Feeling hopeless, sad, or empty.
Loss of interest in things you used to enjoy
Fatigue or loss of energy
Physical and mental sluggishness
Appetite or weight changes
Sleeping too much or too little
Concentration and memory problems
Feelings of self-loathing, shame, or guilt
Thoughts of death or suicide
Signs and symptoms of a mixed episode
A mixed episode of bipolar disorder features symptoms of both mania and depression. Common signs of a mixed episode include agitation, irritability, insomnia, appetite changes, loss of contact with reality, and suicidal thoughts. This combination of high energy and low mood makes for a particularly high risk of suicide.
Symptoms of Bipolar Disorder in Children and Teens
Unlike many adults with bipolar disorder, whose episodes tend to be more clearly defined, children and young adolescents with the illness often experience very fast mood swings between depression and mania many times within a day. Children with mania are more likely to be irritable and prone to destructive tantrums than to be overly happy and elated. Mixed symptoms also are common in youths with bipolar disorder. Older adolescents who develop the illness may have more classic, adult-type episodes and symptoms.
The course of bipolar disorder varies widely from person to person, with unpredictable differences in the pattern and frequency of the manic and depressive episodes. Some people are more prone to either mania or depression, while others alternate equally between the two types of episodes. Some have frequent mood disruptions, while others experience only a few over a lifetime. The duration and severity of each episode also differs.
Each of the four types of bipolar disorder have a unique pattern of symptoms:
Bipolar I Disorder – Mania and depression Bipolar I Disorder is the classic manic-depressive form of the illness, as well as the most severe type of bipolar disorder. It is characterized by at least one manic episode or mixed episode. Although a previous episode of major depression is not required for diagnosis, the vast majority of people with Bipolar I Disorder have experienced one. The typical course of Bipolar I Disorder involves recurring cycles between mania and depression.
Bipolar II Disorder – Hypomania and depression In Bipolar II disorder, the person doesn’t experience full-blown manic episodes. Instead, the illness involves episodes of hypomania and severe depression. In order to be diagnosed with Bipolar II Disorder, you must have experienced at least one hypomanic episode and one major depressive episode in your lifetime. If you ever have a manic episode, your diagnosis would be changed to Bipolar I Disorder.
Cyclothymia – Hypomania and mild depression Cyclothymia, also known as cyclothymic disorder, is a milder form of bipolar disorder. Like bipolar disorder, cyclothymia consists of cyclical mood swings. However, the highs and lows are not severe enough to qualify as either mania or major depression. To be diagnosed with cyclothymia, you must experience numerous periods of hypomania and mild depression over at least a two-year time span. Because people with cyclothymia are at an increased risk of developing full-blown bipolar disorder, it is a condition that should be monitored and treated.
Rapid Cycling – Frequent episodes of mania, hypomania, or depression Rapid cycling is a subtype of bipolar disorder characterized by four or more episodes of mania, hypomania, or depression within one year. The shifts from low to high can occur over a matter of days or hours. Rapid cycling can occur within any type of bipolar disorder. It usually develops later in the course of bipolar disorder, but it is sometimes just a temporary condition.
Bipolar disorder and suicide
The depressive phase of bipolar disorder is often very severe, and suicide is a major risk factor. In fact, people suffering from bipolar disorder are more likely to attempt suicide than those suffering from regular depression. Furthermore, their suicide attempts tend to be more lethal.
The risk of suicide is even higher in people with bipolar disorder who have a high number of depressive episodes, mixed episodes, a history of alcohol or drug abuse, a family history of suicide, or an early onset of the disease.
The warning signs of suicide include:
Talking about death, self-harm, or suicide
Feeling hopeless or helpless
Feeling worthless or like a burden to others
Putting affairs in order or saying goodbye
Acting recklessly, as if one has a “death wish”
Seeking out weapons or pills that could be used to commit suicide
If you or someone you know is having suicidal thoughts, seek help immediately. You can call a doctor, a suicide hotline, or your local hospital. If you believe that a suicide attempt is imminent, call 911 immediately and stay with the person until help arrives.
Important
It’s very important to take any thoughts or talk of suicide seriously. If you or someone you care about is suicidal, call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-TALK. IN A LIFE-THREATENING EMERGENCY, CALL 911.
Triggers and risk factors for bipolar disorder
Research indicates that some people are genetically predisposed to bipolar disorder. But not everyone with an inherited vulnerability develops the illness, indicating that external factors also play a role. These external risk factors are called triggers. Triggers can set off a bipolar disorder or prolong an existing mood episode. Many episode of mania or depression occur, however, without an obvious trigger.
Stress - Severe stress or emotional trauma can trigger either depression or mania in someone with a genetic vulnerability to bipolar disorder. Stress can also worsen a bipolar mood episode or extend its duration.
Major Life Event - Major life events both good and bad can trigger an episode of bipolar disorder. These events tend to involve drastic or sudden changes, such as getting married, going away to college, starting a new job, or retiring.
Substance Abuse - While substance abuse doesn’t cause bipolar disorder, it can bring on an episode and worsen the course of the disease. Drugs such as cocaine, ecstasy, and amphetamines can trigger mania, while alcohol and tranquilizers can trigger depression.
Medication - Certain medications, most notably antidepressant drugs, can trigger mania. Other drugs that may induce mania include over-the-counter cold medicine, appetite suppressants, caffeine, corticosteroids, and thyroid medication.
Seasonal Changes - Episodes of mania and depression often follow a seasonal pattern. Manic episodes are more common during the summer, and depressive episodes more common during the fall, winter, and spring.
Sleep Deprivation – Loss of sleep—even as little as skipping a few hours of rest—can trigger an episode of mania.
Seeking help for bipolar disorder
Living with untreated bipolar disorder can cause problems in everything from your career to your relationships to your outlook on life. Diagnosing the problem as early as possible and starting a comprehensive treatment plan can help prevent these complications. While dealing with bipolar disorder isn’t always easy, it doesn’t have to run your life. But in order to successfully manage bipolar disorder, it is essential to fully understand the condition and its challenges. Read more to learn how to keep your symptoms under control with therapy, medication, and a healthy recovery lifestyle.
Related links for bipolar disorder signs and symptoms
General information about bipolar disorder
Bipolar Disorder - Article on the signs, symptoms, causes, and treatment of bipolar disorder, or manic depression. (National Institute of Mental Health)
What Causes Bipolar Disorder? (PDF) – Describes how an interaction between genetic vulnerability, biological vulnerability, and life stress causes bipolar disorder. (Centre for Clinical Interventions)
Signs and symptoms of bipolar disorder
Bipolar I Disorder – Covers the symptoms and diagnostic criteria for Bipolar I Disorder, including the signs of individual mood episodes of hypomania, mania, and depression. (Internet Mental Health)
Bipolar II Disorder – Diagnostic overview of Bipolar II Disorder covers the signs, symptoms, as well as the criteria for a hypomanic or depressive mood episode. (Internet Mental Health)
Bipolar disorder in children and teens
About Pediatric Bipolar Disorder – Guide to the specific signs and symptoms of bipolar disorder in children and adolescents. Includes information on diagnosis and treatment. (Child and Adolescent Bipolar Foundation)
The Bipolar Child – Find answers to common questions about manic depression in children, sign up for the newsletter, and learn about the latest bipolar disorder research. (The Bipolar Child)
Young and Bipolar – Magazine article discusses bipolar disorder in children and teens, signs of manic and depression, and why the disease is striking earlier. (Time Magazine)
TeensHealth: Bipolar Disorder – Article for teens discusses the signs, symptoms, causes, and treatment of bipolar disorder, or manic depression. (Nemours Foundation)
The Storm in My Brain: Kids and Mood Disorders – This introduction to mood disorders includes drawings by children suffering from bipolar disorder and tips for parents. (Depression and Bipolar Support Alliance)
Bipolar Disorder and suicide prevention
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline - Suicide prevention telephone hotline funded by the U.S. government. Provides free, 24-hour assistance. 1-800-273-TALK (8255).
Understanding Suicidal Thinking – Learn how to fight suicidal thoughts, help someone else who is suicidal, and respond to an emergency situation. (Depression and Bipolar Support Alliance)
Delving deeper into bipolar disorder
Manic-Depressive Illness – Online booklet about bipolar disorder, or manic depression, covers the signs, symptoms, causes, and treatment options. (Internet Mental Health)
Melinda Smith, M.A., Jeanne Segal, Ph.D., and Robert Segal, M.A., contributed to this article. Original artwork by Dick Hutman. Last modified on: 2/08/08.
you're welcome for the comment. :D well you know, these things take time & perseverance. don't give up. mdd is an awesome place of spiritual support for me. i know if you really want to get somewhere, you will too. nice to meet you lindsey. :]